Hiya everyone. Sorry I've not been around. I've had a rough few weeks but I wanted to tell you all that I've been put on the waiting list to be seen by a trauma specialist. This is such great news for me. I believe I was deeply damaged by my childhood and it's never been spoken about. I am now 50 years old and I feel ready to confront my awful upbringing and I hope to find some inner peace and acceptance. I know that it will be a difficult process but I'm ready to face it. All I have to do now is wait.